Calving Lament
What they call ‘spring’ is really winter’s last
stand.
Night as dark at the cattle we check.
Winds howl and whip across the pastures,
Cuts right through your coat and sting your
face.
As we move those heavy gals to shelter.
With tingling fingers and tight rosy wind chapped
cheeks,
The creak of cold gates as we move ‘em to the barn.
She was too close to leave, so we give her some space,
Sit a while, watch your breath rise in foggy clouds,
A new calf is born, and she goes to work, sigh of
relief.
We’ll be back in an hour or two,
Need to thaw out; got other chores to
do.
Come back to a calf, still wet and laying
down,
Negligent mama not around,
Frustrated.
Calf too weak to care,
Feed it its' first warm meal,
Bring him inside to take out the
chill,
Care and monitor him all thru the night,
Only to find in the morning we had lost the
fight.
Should have done this, should have done
that,
Kicking yourself for leaving her to
soon.
Sigh and shake your head,
That’s the way it goes sometimes,
The worry and work of half a year, dead at your feet.
But today is a new day,
Smile at the calves you have on the ground,
Be thankful for the life you lead.
Brave the elements, button your coat tight.
There will be more spring calves
tonight
- by your's truly ;) EM

Oh I am sorry I love the way you wrote this yes I have had a couple of those this winter. It is never easy always the could have should have. Take care sorry about that it is never easy. I am still feeding one orphan and everytime I see her mother that deserted her I get mad:) B
ReplyDeleteI know!!! It just makes you angry!!! Good luck with the calves!
DeleteThis is a beautiful poem Elizabeth! You almost had me in tears, I always say that losing a calf after fighting so hard for it to live is something you can't quite imagine until you experience it. I'm sorry you lost that one, I hope you have better luck with the future calves!
ReplyDeleteThanks Jamie!!! I was moved...my mom and I have been talking about this quite a bit. About how we all toil in the cold, mud and the muck and sometimes for nothing...
DeleteNo worries it probably won't be the last unfortunately. Stay warm tonight!!!
What a beautifully true, sad and well-written poem to kick off my day. Chris' family lost their first calf just last week. No matter how many times it happens, it still breaks your heart to give it so much try to keep that little thing alive only to see it die.
ReplyDeleteLet's hope your bad luck is out of the way and it's smooth sailing through the rest of calving season for you! Have a good weekend :)
Jessy
You talented, talented woman.
ReplyDeleteIsn't this just so true? I could almost feel exactly what you were writing about. Oh, and it's always the 'should haves.'